CHANGE: A major Pain in the Ass issue

CHANGE has been the most thought up issue I was thinking of, not from a very short time. I tried several times to change, but yet nothing really happens, I strive with my bad habits, quit them for some time, then give up on quitting. I tried to introduce good habits to replace my bad ones, I temporarily change for a bit then SWITCH back to my old misery. I blame others for not changing, sometimes myself. I guess dealing with change is part of my Phlegmatic character of mine, or maybe it has something to do with my zodiac sign "Taurus". Here I go again I'm putting some nonsense to not to change! Well I have to! MY WILL WILL DECIDE!