I feel like:

My future is "Zealacious" I'm optimistic

حكمة اليوم

الى سرق لوحة زهرة الخشخاش بتاعت فان جوخ اكيد كان واحد خرمان و كان نفسة فى قرش حشيش , عشان بيقال ان الحشيش ناقص فى السوق هعهعهع

http://arabic.cnn.com/2010/entertainment/8/22/cairo.stolen/index.html

The conflict in our minds

Since when we ought to live in a fair world?? People just keep on asking me to reconsider of not coming back home "Don't end your outer journey, your quest for happiness" this is what they think of. The QUEST of happiness to many is MONEY, not even affording food, but living a luxury. It's ok to think of that, it's human nature to satisfy their eyes, their taste, their senses. Each one of us have a way for such satisfaction. BUT the problem is the conflict with other human minds. those second thoughts that pull you away from your aim. a RIGHT opinion just because the WHOLE community sees that as logic which should be done. Risks is always beyond the logic " A bird in hand is better than 10 on the bushes" we are satisfied with that "single" bird in our hands, we should be thankful, we should be happy with it. Don't ever try to let go that bird in your hands and aim for the other 10 birds on the bushes. It's a RISK! you might loose everything. Just until someone finds a way to grab the WHOLE 10 birds, others just grab 2, in another technique someone caught 5 of them, another one, caught nothing, but I'm sure he learned something rather than that person who is just sitting over there holding that bird with both hands and would never let it go..

Hey Sadeek! (my friend)

"Sadeek" which literally means " my friend" is a very common word used to call asian workers from Bangladesh, Pakistan or India. Such a word sounds normal to many, "hey sadeek give me that" " hey sadeek can I order bal bla" etc.. But just because it's used to call those asian nationalities, it's not a good idea to call an arab "sadeek" especially saudis, although it means " Friend" as they feel insulted they have been compared by those "cheap" "messy" and "scum" workers!! "my Friend" sounds to them as an "unfriendly" way to speak to someone as if I degraded their ego! Such a sick community!

16-8-2010

Why life could be misery if it can be fun! We create the misery and live in it by restricting our brains to do specific tasks. We hurdle behind social routines and customary stuff, and we tend to forget or maybe ignore our dream; our aim of life.

Life is a transitional place between the moment we get in contact with life for the first time and the afterlife. We have to take into account our eternity; our afterlife. While living, still we are not intended to lock ourselves in a cage in order to gain eternity. The purpose of life is to live different experiences and situations in order to become more aware of it, our after life.

Follow life as it is, but while you're doing so, remember you will pass through many various roads, with experience and guidelines of the right people, you will find the right way!

my future written..as I wish

I'm 36 yrs old, I'm your future as you would like to have. I'm a successful e-marketing sole propeteir, I even worked in the stoke exchange ( I have my license as a broker, but I just broke for fun) I love music, so I'm doing some underground projects with some local bands, I play the trumpet. Don't know how long it took me to learn it, but I feel like I've been playing it for ages. I play it with lots of talented underground bands, just for the sake of it. LOVE, I had several short relationships, I tried to maintain it as long as possible, but due to my nature of resisting change I failed to keep most of them. I tried to compromise, yet my stubborn nature and my phlegmatic nature is to strong. I like reading, esp during my travels. I already been to most of the world. I manage to maintain my business through internet and phones, so I have the time for that. I learn everything everyday.. my laziness doesn't prevent me from finishing my tasks, I know what to do, and I do it well. My parents are disappointed from me cuz of my vivid life, but they are proud and show off to people on how I can make money efficiently. I'm lucky with everything, except with love. I content with my life. I like to keep it simple as much as possible although I afford most luxurious goodies. I'm close to God, he's still my friend, and I talk to him from time to time. By the time you're reading this you would know that I'm the future of that person I'm writing about.. I'm the dream I want, even if the picture is not so perfect, I still hope for life to be that way, even if I could give up love for a successful career in 10 yrs time...

I'm in a world of shit!

"We are in a world of shit" While I was watching Stanley Kubrick's "Full metal jacket" this line just reminded me of my situation right here! The Hippocratic world I'm living in, the uni cultural, sexist community that claims they treat everyone equal. The grand servants of truth! The founders of true values! The protectors of women! so many claims, but when you come here in reality you will find out how they are really like. I'm in a world of shit, but I chose to be in it, so I will have to concur my believes, stick to them, just until I leave.. and YES! I have to leave..

A QUESTION

I've been melancholic these days so excuse me for being dark and spooky. Anyways I just had this thought while I was at work lets say if you have 100k in your bank account and you found out you have cancer at the same time those 100k would be enough for you to travel the whole world so would you spend them on your cancer therapy and BTW there is no guarantee you will be be fully cured OR would you spend them to travel the whole world?

Your decision will be mainly depends on your view of life, is longevity or quality? Is life about living long without taking risks, or adventure? or living on the edge, learning something new everyday and enjoying it as if there is no tomorrow? YOU DECIDE..