What is your biggest dream? Is it money? Love? Stability? Survival? A house? Kids? Pleasing God ? I'd like to have all of them, but you can't! Life is tough to let you have all of them. If you spend more time for money, you might lose God or your loved ones. If you have kids but no money, you will live in distress. If you chose God only you will ignore the world. Things never come together. You could be lucky in love or money or God. It's tough to maintain all of them at once. It's hard to reach the equilibrium; the end of the equation -what I do seek more for regardless of what I want more- that is HAPPINESS.. We manage to acquire it for short term times but never forever. We work hard for it, we acquire it with money, love, God, property, but for how long it lasts? I could do anything for that feeling: "forever happiness"...
