Self heart breaking

Have you ever heard that expression? being heartbroken but with your own hands. It's just you let yourself go on something which was never meant to be, or could ever be imagined, that's just me. I find myself liking someone that I know it's just so wrong, ending up brokenhearted, or more like self- brokenhearted as the other would never think for a minute of such thing, I'm going insane!!

I wish

I could have magnifying goggle so that I could read all woman's brains :D

Try me!

Why don't people who has no knowledge (aka retards) listen to the real professionals in the arab world?? A question I always ask myself whenever some dude pops out and tries to show his "powerful" science techniques to me. People would rather listen to friend or someone who tried that before rather than listening to professionals. There is a common proverb in egypt that says " Ask someone who tried not a doctor" totally ridiculous !! then people would come over later complain about their stupid consequences

Ramadan is over

The month of Ramadan is over, and I'm going back to my normal routine. Things will just get as it was to be, and I will stop pretending -not to eat- in front of everyone, and of course from the fear of being "OVER BASHED" or "OVER CRITICIZED" by even a look, or even get arrested for eating.. damn in the sun light, "like WOW who could ever do that? lets just beat that motha *peep*, we'll get more "GOLD POINTS" from god for such a good deed".. sheesh! O.o

The real meaning of forgiveness

Forgiveness!! Such a big word! Such a hard word too! Humans taught each other not to forgive, playing recorders, Video recorders, paper to note things on, or just simply OUR brains is just some tools of KEEPING the memories including the bad ones. We intend to forgive on the outer side, but our brains keeps struggling, keeps on stirring this memory. The constant thought of revenge or waiting for a "bad" moment for that person who harmed you to fall or get hurt is always in your mind, even thinking of "God Revenge" or "divine revenge" as we call. God never hurts no one. It's just "US" who manage to "self destruct" ourselves..

The Church controversy

I've read a lot of news reports blabbering about the "request" of the pope of Vatican to Saudi arabia king to build a "Church" in Mecca, and of course there was a dismay about the news from Muslims on how such thing could be asked about. and then Muslims came up and say if we do, would you build a "Mosque" in the Vatican? The request from the first place is irrelevant, as there is NO Christians in mecca, even if, no one would go there for Church. There will be hostility from the locals would arise from such thing on non-muslim communities, as lots of locals would think it's political pressure from the west, hence vandalizing such property. besides do we Christians need a church in Saudi Arabia? like a priest and service and all the stuff? Technically we can make up a church, the church is within ourselves. Being away from Church would give you a chance to improve your spiritual self.

For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them. -Matthew 18:20-

being away

Being away from home, away from your interests, away from your beliefs is a good opportunity to value yourself as a human being. When everything around you is the way it is, the possibility of struggle is minimal, but when you're in a place everything around is so different, you would think of survival, coexistence, going against the tide, protecting your beliefs, talk less, avoid dramas, etc.. Your goal here would be more clear, as you will not be living in this place forever. Being away from all your pleasures and life is a key to understand life through the self.

thought of the day

If life is unfair to everyone, so who's the villain