It could be the end

The end of a journey can be felt when there is nothing new in life. The end of a journey could be felt when there is no more joy to felt. You could feel your end when life becomes repetitive and boring, when you keep giving and the return is nothing, when money becomes everything still money can't buy your joy and comfort anymore. It's a killing feeling everything inside is dead, there is no reason to live or be alive. Your dreams is far far away and your opportunities is lacking. All you think of is regret and if you could turn the time to fix so many things, but it's impossible to fix the past for future. I've become so numb that I don't care anymore about anyone..

Deadlines

When you check your wallet, you will find you're stuck with so many deadlines. Your   ID deadline, driving licence deadline, car licence deadline, work ID deadline, credit cards visas Mastercards, bullshit money, rent recipts, shitty exam dead line, deadlines deadlines until you die..

Ruined

* death of her father
* two kids

And she can't stand me..

I'm trying to be supportive but I'm not a good talking kind if guy.. In such situations all you have to do is talk but I'm shit in that. People could write long condolences letters and I couldn't tell a word. I don't look like feeling bad maybe at the beginnings.. Still sometimes my marriage aren't going well lately because we're stuck in two separate islands and each one of us has their own way of comfort..