A loss!!

What is the biggest thing you ever lost in your life?? This lost thing could be anything; a person, maybe something you posses, a memory, a status, a job, etc.. No matter what you loose, of course according to the importance of the thing we're taking about, we always feel pain. The first time ever I felt losing a person in my life, and losing that person is like forever was when my grandmother passed away in 2007, it was hard, at the same time I know this loss is irreversible. I really loved my grandma with all her bad memories my mom use to tell me about her, and her beautiful fun stories and travels she had with my grandfather. I never met my grandfather, she was the only way I knew him along with the photos, made a memory inside my head about this great man. The perfect man though, I couldn't find a single mistake my grandfather did, of course only the good memories has been kept by my grandma.

I've lost many things through out my life. I remember when I was in 3rd grade I lost my expensive casio watch, I felt sad for some time I guess, can't remember now, but I assume I did, cuz I still remember that I lost a watch at this age until now! Last year I lost my ipod classic in a church camp. For a moment I felt like it was a test from God, and of course I dealt with it in a total negativity, I even asked people around me to stop looking and I even refused to take money from the camp leader at that time, but after wards I had inner rage, and I even stopped trusting anyone even if that person is religious.

We all love to possess things and those things become part of us. People, things, cars, antiques, dogs, etc... But we should bare in mind, that things come and go, even moments of happiness, sadness. We loose things, and gain other things. We raise kids, spend on them a fortune, then they decide to leave us. Nothing in this world is stone built, even the stone losses its importance when it changes shape..